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brightsideshine
- June 16th, 17:48
He's gone. I think it's probably for the best. I was happy to see him here, to know that he was alright, but I was worried too. If any of them found out that he was here with me, would they try to hurt him? I wondered if I should have told him from the beginning to just leave for his own safety, but I don't know... Maybe I was selfish. I hate to think that because I've always tried so hard not to be that way, but deep down inside I am. That's why it's better that he's gone home. Yes, it really is... Even if it doesn't feel like it. I'd do anything to keep him safe, and if staying here by their order is what I have to do, I'll do it gladly.
Anyway, I shouldn't be so down. I've got a lot to be happy about. There are so many nice people here that I've met and probably a lot more for me to meet in the future. Kurosaki-kun is safe, and that makes me happy even if it means that I can't see him every day. The past, few days have been just beautiful, and I think there's still a lot more for me to learn about this place. I don't have to be afraid... And I have to be strong, stronger than I've been in the past, anyway.
So, I'll smile, even if it hurts or things get hard, because I have to be strong for myself and everyone I care about while I'm here. Besides, I wouldn't want anyone worrying if they found out the real reason I'm in Desai at all.